i got diagnosed in 2021 at age 22 and felt like i’d really unlocked the answer to all my struggles ever. the more i go on the more im starting to think ive got some type of personality disorder based on my thought processes and emotional reactions. ive previously been in treatment for OCD and am currently in treatment for PTSD symptoms, but i have incredibly intense and dangerous (to myself not others) emotional reactions that feel like a separate beast to things like meltdowns and sensory overload.

im struggling because i dont know if these are just extremeties of my autism, but they’re that intense and scary that i dont think they are. but i dont fully align with all the major symptoms any other personality disorders i know of. does anyone else have anything like this?