I just I want a dog I want a pet that can go places with me and be with me while exercising and be my friend, I have three cats, they’re amazing, but I can’t take them places; that’s the main reason I want a dog, is that an ok reason to want a dog? Idk, but my problem is foxes. Every time I think about dogs there’s two sides of my own wants, part of me just wants a dog I can take places, part of me wants a service dog and part really will never be satisfied because a fox doesn’t act like a dog and a dog doesn’t act like a fox, I’ve wanted to be close to a fox emotionally since I was 7, I’m 16. It’s just not fair it’s not fair they’re illegal it’s not fair they’re so hard to make happy i just…, want it so bad…. And I hate Labrador retrievers I hate them I mean sure they’re nice as puppies but then they’re adults and they slobber a lot and they grow grey hairs and look gross and awful when they’re old and I just would feel bad for it 24/7 plus the possibility a dog could be overwhelming for me I just idk what I want I just…. I want it but I’m afraid I wouldn’t be good enough at it…. And none of the breeds that are good for service work even remotely resemble foxes… or not dogs, idk… I’m confused too… ugh ugh ugh… why can’t I just be happy why do people have to think I’m a horrible person for wanting to have a fox…

I’d get ferrets but I can’t cuz they’re illegal here too :(

I just love them all so much and I’ll never be able to care well enough for them… plus I probably could’nt even care for a dog well enough since I’m gonna be busy with my education and shit