I’m not proud to be different. This isn’t a super power it’s not helpful in the slightest! It’s a fucking mistake what’s the survival benefits of not knowing when you’re hungry or knowing if you should be scared or curious. I’m just so tired of everything and at this point I don’t even want friends I don’t even want help if people are just going to leave me alone and tell me to enjoy my own company or this is something I have to do by myself then I’ll fucking be alone I’ll do it by myself just leave me alone.

I've just given up on it at this point if they never have time for me why should I always have time for them? I'm not busy and I'm always at home but I'm tired of asking to hangout and just a no or I'm busy I'd rather just isolate myself on purpose then try and fail at reaching out.