I decided to drop out a couple of weeks ago. I had accommodations I went to a community college things are just to boring and repetitive for me. I have ptsd as well as autism. I have some idea of what I want to do. I’ve been looking for apprenticeships and internships my knowledge on where to look and how to just get this done in general is low. I’m interested in coding. I’ve been looking for a retail job since last year I’ve either been ignored or rejected. My spirits get shoved down really low and I stop trying then when I try again it’s always the wrong season to apply for a job it seems like there’s never a right time for anything.