ive realized this for a while now that i actually don't really have the desire to infodump unless the info im giving is actually useful for the listener.

because like, - there is too much info and if i dont explain all of it what i say wont make sense but saying it all is too much - listener has no use for the information (this one especially) - i get frustrated when i forget details

i also actually dont like when people infodump me. because i genuinely couldnt care less about what they have to say. its honestly really annoying actually but i tolerate when my close friends do it because i love them and i know infodumping makes them happy

i only feel happy to infodump when someone actually asks me about something they need information for like when someone wants to know how they can get stamps for mail. i only want to infodump when its actually useful.

i think this might be a result of getting bullied and stuff as a kid for having special interests because i remember times when i use to want to infodump but this is just how i am now and i think i kinda started feeling that its pointless when i realize what i say isnt useful so i dont feel like saying it.

i prefer just kinda screaming about how something makes me feel rather than infodumping like i'll much more appreciate someone to just be listening to me say how much i love a characrer but im not gonna share their lore or anything

although, i do enjoy infodumping in mail (i send lots of cards and letters) when i wanna send like a bunch of cards and have nothing interesting to say so i just talk about the characters of books im reading but thats pretty much it also i do it because i like to stim by writing.

so yeah uhhh does anyone feel the same??