I have always struggled really hard to maintain a job. Especially so if its full time. My first one was at a dollar general and I ended up quitting bc I couldn't handle the way customers and my coworkers(they wouldn't even let me go pee... and kept trying to make me not have lunch and generally verbally abusive) treated me. Another job was work at home call center stuff and the customers were just as bad if not worse than the dollar general.. but the employers did nothing but complain and never give me any direction when I asked what they wanted me to do. Its been over a year since I've worked any job at all and I desperately NEED to get one. I have to be able to afford things I need(mostly transition stuff but I also want to move out of my state). But I can't even drive bc I get panic attacks whenever I try and idek how to get over it... I can't find any jobs around here that don't require a good bit of traveling either. Anyway I feel completely inept and incapable of living life.. I seem to be scared of almost everything and I'm always anxious especially in public.. I just want to feel normal and capable..

Does anyone have any advice on how to drive and not freak out? And how to get a job and maintain it? I need to get my license and be comfortable driving in order to progress in life and I need a job in order to afford my transition and hopefully move away. Thanks!