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45 MTF4A: Broken soul adrift in the universe
I am broken. I have no social skills at all. I am terribly alone.
All my life I have felt as though I am lost and alone, adrift in a sea the size of the entire universe, cursed to sail that sea alone forevermore, never to find a port, never to find a place to anchor myself, never to find a place to call home.
My lack of social skills is so extreme I am simply incapable of initiating social interactions. The very idea of speaking to a person I do not know frightens me. I am afraid of all large groups and I am terrified of large groups when they are noisy.
As a result of my agoraphobia I am afraid every time I leave my apartment.
I feel empty inside. I would do almost anything to end my terrible loneliness, but I am far too afraid to try.
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