My lust and intellect need not be at odds, but they often are… Mainly because my body’s usage is required for both; my mind itches to write the day away, but my ferality craves the experience of carnal pleasure. 

It’s a shame the two can’t indulge their interests through me at the same time. Do you know how much I’d get done if I could let my mind work without the need for my physical form?? The follies of man, man. The next best way to achieve such efficiency is to evaluate, embody, and evolve further. When I allow myself to divert my energy only towards what I can control, I reduce how often I get stuck in the minor details that prevent me from presence and forward movement. 

One snag in particular I’ve been grappling with lately is finding sexual partners I feel safe with while I ease back into my horny selfhood. It’s been too long since I’ve had my sex meter properly filled… I’m a sweet slut with a sad saga - since I’ve once again stared death in the face (closer than ever this time, XD), I feel all the more fearless and fervent to grasp everything life has to offer to me while I still have a physical form I generally have control over.  

However, I refuse to engage in IRL activities when my mind is not recognized in tandem. When I’m having sex for my pleasure exclusively I must be revered as my whole self. I am a sexual object, sure, but I am so much more than that too. If I don’t feel like that’s properly witnessed, I’ll find someone else that can see all the greatness I possess. Simple as that! It’s easy enough to be downtrodden and despondent about my condition, so I see it best to turn towards the positive and lean into where I find the greatest satisfaction. One of those for me is dedicated one-on-one time, especially when tasty food is involved. 

I highly enjoy going out on dates; wearing a cute outfit, having a good time, and getting to know the person I’m with is a wonderful way to socialize! While larger events are fun, they drain me without fail and it’s easier to conversate with someone in a smaller setting. I’m an ambivert with an introverted lean, and with the addition of my fatigue and mobility limitations, low-key is usually the way for things to be. As long as good smoke and comfortable settings are available, I’ll have a nice time. Give me company and help take my mind away from my pain? Hell, I’ll even let you melt it for a while if you know how to hit it right. Think Sister Sage vibes, lollllllll...

There are NSFW pictures of myself on my profile, but I don't mind sending SFW ones directly. In terms of an ideal match, I'm especially partial to fellow savants, stoners, and safe-sexers. ...And I'll admit I'm the sluttiest for fit guys, big cocks, & talented tongues. 🥵 I would love if you sent a SFW picture of yourself in your introductory message and if said message were least several complete sentences long. When I want to see your dick, I'll ask. Promise! 😘