I am a pathetic, 37 year old, BBW looking for my forever Dom and husband. I am white, 5'4", and have small tits. I feel like the only part of my life that I have semi together is my professional life. All other parts of my life are a mess and I need someone to take control of them.

The only thing I am useful for is to be groomed and trained into the perfect slave for you. I want to be completely owned privately. Be used for entertainment or to cook or clean. I love the idea of things being done so that I basically can't leave no matter how I am treated. Maybe its destroying my body so no one will find me attractive. Maybe its taking pictures and blackmailing me into submitting. Maybe its locking me in a chastity belt. Maybe its emotionally degrading and humiliating me by fucking other women, better women. Maybe its forcing me to pay for dates with other women. Or some combination of all of the above. So that I am owned and trapped and forced to submit.

Publically, I want the outside relationship to look normal. That nobody suspects anything, to the point if I told anyone what was happening they wouldn't believe me. I would like to get married at some point. Not immediately, but ideally in the next couple of years.

I want to keep working and do not enjoy driving for a long time. I do not have nor want children. I also have herpes. I want to be upfront about it as not to waste everyones time. I rarely have outbreaks and definitely know when I get them.

My kinks are bondage, hairpulling, breathe play, and anal. I am very interested in humiliation, degradation, chastity, forced lactation, and blackmailing but have not much or any of them. I hate pain.

I am looking for in person and serious replies only. IF YOU ARE NOT IN METRO ATLANTA (about 30 mins of less from Sandy Springs) AND NOT OVER 35, I AM NOT INTERESTED.