I never had a woman want me before I always initiated everything

I'm just curious if it's even possible for a girl to want a guy first.

I'm halfway thru life and figured at least 1 woman on earth would have seen me by now and just had to have me.

But I guess this is what it is. 🤷 It just never happened.

Not that there's anything wrong with me. I love women.

I just literally have not been in any situation where any woman I liked or thought was cute was having any conversation with me.

None ever make eye contact or look back at me on the rare occasion I do see somebody.

Most of the time I don't seem to exist at all. People walk and look through me as if I was invisible, saying nothing.

Am I living in a video game where everybody has a broken brain that can only say the 5 same things, if they even have any prerecorded voice scripts?

I haven't had any organic fun in 10 years, And I really am cool and chill and like people

I think I incarnated on the wrong planet, Everybody was supposed to be friendly and caring when I heard about this place,

But in reality it's really cold 🥶

Anyways, I wouldn't need the most intelligient man alive to argue with me that I have an incredibly great and beautiful soul, heart and mind

My connection to God is dear and sublime I don't mean to sound like I whine Or that I am insecure Because I am sincere I really adore adoring women kindly,

But you seem really hardcore and not approachable. Is anybody into staying home with a good honest man?

I guess I don't like spending all my money on raves and social events just to get ignored gambling on social status to get lucky.

I'm not an extreme extrovert like 90% of people seem to be. In fact talking just creates problems for me.

Everything in my heart is Bliss and pure joy.

I couldn't ask for more.

But I have to try because I am a guy and I need to know if you would want to see some pictures of me and see if you are attracted and want to go on some routine ritual nature walks to get to know me

I've lived with myself for 35 years enough to know everything about myself, That I am trustworthy, dependable, Generous and self loving and adaptable.

Emotionally I am generous and will not withold. You want a man that is honest and true.

Anyways until tomorrow, This visual artist and connoisseur shall await your professional answer of interest with a reply by SFW face photo swaps 😀:)

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