Post-Christmas and Pre-New Year’s is a week that resides in a liminal space. In recent times, this period of the year causes a chasm in my world that I don’t see coming. For this one, my boyfriend decided he wants to move out. He wanted to continue the relationship, but there isn’t a point in trying to adjust to a different dynamic together (especially because something similar has happened before). I’d been checked out of the relationship for some time - I wasn’t desired, he didn’t actually want to do the things that I’ve asked to feel loved, and he was kind of an asshole. Now that he’s gone, I realize that our relationship was taking my sense of self away and I can *finally* feel my spirit returning to my person.

I’m lucky enough to be in a position where I’m hopeful I can thrive on my own, but there’s just **one** thing I can’t give myself… Sure, masturbation gives me orgasms and porn definitely incites lewd admiration, but I haven’t had sex in almost two weeks and I am too young, hot, and horny for that to be the case! The moon is full and exalted, so I’m due for a ritual and some new energy tonight. Let’s talk, smoke (420), and ease into something fun? If you didn’t receive any gifts yesterday, it might just be because I was with family on Xxxmas day… Better late than never, right?

Regarding myself: I am a Black & Queer cutie, 5’6”, thicc and curvy with big tits and a fat ass, and I have some physical ability limitations. There are NSFW pictures of myself on my profile! I’m very kinky, slutty, and seductive when I feel secure and validated as a human being before a sexual object. Show me that you can do that, and we’ll have an amazing time! I especially enjoy teasing, spanking, dirty talk, receiving oral sex, and doggystyle. I like to know who I’m talking to; so if you’re interested, please express such by sending an introduction and SFW picture in a chat message. If we’ve spoken before, feel free to mention you saw the post and we can pick up where we left off!

In case it isn’t clear, I will need you to host and pick me up or send a rideshare so I can get to your place. Help me shed the stagnant energy in my aura and to get away from the construction going on and my loud-ass housemates?