I asked for socks and a second monitor for my pc.

Instead, I received a book titled ”why I still believe” by Mary Jo Sharp as well as a hoodie in giant letters saying “JOHN 3:16 LOVED WITH AN EVERLASTING LOVE “.

I still said thank you for the gifts of course but my siblings knowingly did this knowing that my parents don’t know I’m a atheist. Whatever I guess.

Now we’re watching a video on YouTube of this church giving away 100s of thousands of dollars for Christmas. Seems like every Mr beast video but instead of a sponsor they’re telling of “gods goodness” while a YouTuber does far beyond this out of his heart. I don’t get it. If you’re giving people thousands of dollars from money that the church gets from tithes, how is that “gods goodness “ that just seems like luck of the draw. If I gave 10% of my money each week for 52weeks I’d be pissed of you used to to but someone else a house, a car, u.s. citizenship etc.

That all I’m done. This is the video