Honestly it’s sickening to me. The topic of abortion came up. And how a woman should have a baby even if she was assaulted and that it’s selfish if she doesn’t.

Then it even devolved into even birth control is bad because god told us to be fruitful and multiply. And the even thought to prevent conception is evil.

It’s so sickening to me it makes me want to cry honestly. I hate being here. These things disturbs me even more than the horrific homophobia I’ve experienced from them. And I’ve experienced a lot. Called a deviant, demon possessed etc. Them trying to do exorcisms on me.

But this is even worse because the thought if something happened to me, if I was assaulted, they would try to force me to go through that is so sickening and extremely scary honestly. The part of birth control is just pure lunacy as well, I can’t take it.

I want to escape this. I hate what religion does to people. How it rots their minds like this.