So I recently started talking with my father again. Today we were talking and he went on a rant about how evil spirits attack people because of the jewellery they wear. He then asked me if "I still pray". I said no I don't. I made it perfectly clear that I don't believe in God nor do I believe that God is responsible for everything I am today. He said he couldn’t believe that he suffered & prayed to God to help provide for me to go to college and I'm saying that I don't believe that God is responsible for everything I am today. He said, "God Forbid he would ever partner with me again". I guess he meant helping me to do things, etc. I was even planning on sending him $3,000 worth of gifts and he said I shouldn't even send it to him. I guess I can keep my money.
I'm not even sad or emotional because I couldn't bring myself to believe anything without evidence. The thing is I'm financially independent and actually making more money than he is so I don't even care. I actually don't give a fuck. I'm way past that stage of being a closeted atheist. I'm actually proud of myself for stating unequivocally that I don't believe in God and I don't think God is responsible for anything I am today.