I lay here restrained in my cheer uniform, which cheers for you to push me hard! My lungs continue to burn and throb for air as you make sure I don't get any. The agony leading up to blacking out, then all is quiet until I am revived long enough to go through it all again and again. I admit, my insides are afraid as I endure the punishment again and again. But there's nothing I can do but except it. You're in control of when I 🫁 breathe and when I don't. I'm powerless to stop you. My contractions are real which I have no control over. You watch me as I involuntarily move around so desperately deprived. When you are finally finished with me I can hardly move from being deprived of oxygen over and over again. I lay there for what seems like hours. I have no strength left in me.

But unfortunately I haven't found you yet, so my willpower was overriden and I fell short again. Hopefully I will find you so at long last I'm forced to experience this fantasy as it becomes a reality. Are you out there? Hit me up