I was realizing this. I let a little more of myself out than around customers (slowly changing, but still hesitant due to latent things I know about my specific job). I might slip I am interested in the Antrim Basin, that I am working on a web scraping project, or etc. . I also talk a little bit with a gay guy at work (I am hetero, if that matters). It made me a bit more fascinated by this. I have been cracking a few jokes with coworkers besides the previously mentioned on, but I suppose part of it is I don't want to let on that outside paying for some extra bills (and getting back on financial track), I am in a decent spot financially (once I get past this spot). Then I can invest etc. . Sometimes I feel like I said enough (I own my own house), so I feel a bit weird talking about things. But customers feel like a pressure valve.

Anyone else feel like that?