I'm not like depressed, or atleast not crying over it. But as time goes on I'm almost three months hrt, I just feel like I'm slipping away in to someone new. Maybe not even the someone new part yet. I really just feel like I'm losing myself, and shedding all this dead weight I've been carrying. It's a very slow and painful death. I'm wondering if anyone else has felt this way or thought about it like this?

Edit:feel like I need to add alil more background. I am super looking forward to the future for the first time ever I actually want one. But i don't have the resources to make an overnight change, it's going to take time. And while that's happening I am mourning myself.