21 AMAB. A few months ago I finally said that IDK WTF I am. I don't feel like I can say that I'm Cis nor trans. I've never tried fem pronouns, but IK that I don't mind Masc or neutral pronouns (In esperanto I use Li/Ri pronouns). I don't like the few fem clothes I've worn though. I discovered that I'm more comfy in my masc clothes, and that I only like the fem stuff like skirts or knee high socks for erotic stuff. I was prompted to actually ask though because I'm even more confused after taking a look on r/egg_irl.

On top of this, I consider myself a gender abolitionist (I think that the word 'postgenderism' sounds dumb), so that makes things more confusing. I only think that sex is necessary for medical applications where getting that info wrong can literally get somebody killed. But plz, people with similar experiences who've figured things out, WTF is goin' on with me???

I also come from a very privileged position of having a family who is very accepting of all things that could be described by the phrase 'alphabet mafia', save for a father who's been cut out of my life for near three years now, albeit, he's still more accepting than most of the horror stories you hear about.

Edit: Also, since I was 15, I've the vast majority of my ERP has been as a 'futa', sometimes a woman. I hate doing ERP as a man.