1) If I don't have a super sad backstory and I can sorta live even if I just will look like a girl but identify as male, although I know that doing hrt and actually being a girl would indeed make me happier, is it alright for me to want to be a girl?

2) In the first question that was my mom's opinion on why should a person transition, besides that, they probably also have to be on tv? I'm not sure if those were her words exactly, the question here is, should I come out to my mom?

That's all I wanted to ask, thanks for bearing with me ❤🍕

Update: I was threatened to get kicked out if I don't cut my hair, again, and fuck it hurt, especially when she tries to make me feel more like a dude with that praising she does, and now that my emotions seem to return, I'm starting to hate my body more and more each day. (I didn't mention the first time that I don't feel much emotion, now I'm starting to do and it's painful, I screamed today :))