I'm somewhere between 95-99% certain that I'm trans (18 MTF), but that little bit of doubt keeps eating away at me and has been nearly impossible to get away from. Though I do experience dysphoria, the fact that it seems much less painful than just about every other case I've heard of makes me feel like it isn't something I should put so much stock into. In addition, I never really felt like anything was wrong until I was in high school and I tried crossdressing with someone. While I have wanted to look more feminine for the past 2.5-3 years, I've only wanted to transition for the past 4 months. The weird thing is that I'm not even remotley worried that I would regret transitioning, however I have this mix of feeling like I need to transition now while also feeling like I don't deserve to transition. Have any of you felt this way? If so, how have you dealt with it?