i cant deal with my anxiety depression and dysphoria anymore and am having constant mental breakdowns. my mother keeps pushing my therapist appointments further back and not being on hrt yet is killing me. i have been to one appointment since i asked my mother if i could go to see someone at the start of last October. i dont know what to do anymore. i cant deal with this anymore. i keep bursting out in anger at my father out of fustration, the only person who knows is my mother and she wont let me come out to anybody else. she also outed me to relatives without telling me until long after and keeps saying that its just a phase.

Edit: i should add i am in south australia, and that accessing hrt can take a year or two even for adults.