Ill start this simple. Im sorry that I am probably the millionth person asking this but when I lay out the facts in front of me I see myself differently than I am currently seen. 25 M

Starting from the beginning, i have probably only been thinking about the possibility of me being Trans since High School when I found out that was normal. I had always been one of the guys more sensitive and in touch with their feelings. My type of girls i have been into has always given off a masc vibe or a closeted lesbian (because shortly after things ended they came out as bi and are still happily with their female partners now). When asked the question what super power would you want i always responded “Shapeshifting” whereas in my head i would say “so i can see what its like to be a girl”. But i always thought that was normal. When I was 16 I was on Kik (the messaging app) when one of my friends asked if I had ever role played as a girl before. I gave it a shot and i honestly felt right with it. But im not biologically so I always brushed it off. It got to the point where i made a new account on that app (when i was 16 almost 10 years ago) to be a girl all the time. I regretted it and deleted my accounts shortly after because it was 100% wrong but i also kinda miss that aspect of mind. I even tend to choose women characters in video games to try and create what I would want to look like as a woman.

But aside from those aspects, I have never had a problem being a guy. I have explored myself a bit and I know that I am at least Bisexual because I like both men and women, but I have never really put a thought of going past it. I have always been fine with doing things the “right” way as my parents had put it when the topic of other trans people came up. (Side note they dont care if someone is trans so long as the person themselves does not hurt anyone, it does not bother them).

I guess what im asking is if anyone else had this kinda vein of thinking that they walked down and figured it out that can give me some advice. Do I pursue the idea or do i try and look a more genderfluid route?