After much conversations with friends and the people I care about as well as so many wonderful people in this community I’ve decided that I want to wait around 5 months to really chew on these decisions, as well as allowing myself to start experimenting more with the femininity I want to be.

I do want to be a woman and truthfully I hate this feeling of being a man but I also know that my own feelings are very confused a lot due to repressing my emotions going on most of my life lol, so we decided that that amount of time is perfect to just really get down to figuring out who I am and who I want to be fully. As well as my friend who is non binary told me they felt like this too before realizing and I want to be sure that I truly AM feeling this as interpreting my own emotions has always been hard for me.

If I do decide that yes I want to go on HRT however I’m getting a lot of conflicting info online and need some advice on it as I’m a lil confused.

1. I see some reports saying that planned parenthood will offer it at certain sites with inferred consent, so I don’t need a therapist note or anything and can get access that way (therapy in my area is HARD to get into and I’ve tried many times only to be refused is my fear there, I do want to be in therapy though)

2. I also am seeing that doctors will ONLY do it with a therapist letter

I’m just confused and if anyone from places with similar states or places with similar laws could help me understand I’d appreciate it so much.

Edit:I’m a 21 year old btw, MTF