Im pre op MTF currently on 1month HRT.

Recently found out what the word 'chaser' means.

To meet people ive been using grndr and a local uk website. Had pretty good success with men , or so i thought, a few men who meet me at their convenience. I have fun times with them but beyond sex im unable to make a connection with anyone.

I was deeeeeeeep in the closet (in some ways i still am in it) how do i find friends community partners. Its all new and im learning but looks like im gonna die alone being used by chasers or people who nothing more than to use me.

I think the whole thing is messing with my brain and im just spiraling out of control in terms of my libido and find myself doing stuff i know is against my own interests.

Ever since ive started HRT it feels like my thoughts wants and needs are literally scattered all over and no matter how much i try to get them in order it keeps getting messier. I live in the uk btw