Hi. I have never been with a man and generally attracted only to women but…

There are times I crave being a girl. I mean it’s all consuming! All I can think about. I don’t find any attraction in men but when I think about being dressed like a girl and submitting like one, it’s something I can see and visualize.

How is it that I can go from being very happily being an alpha male to wanting to be a completely submissive, female, sexual object.

I don’t know what it means except that it’s confusing, happens randomly and I can’t understand it at all.

I figured someone here might have struggled this way too…or at least can understand that part..