I'm about 7 months on HRT and my boobs are kinda hard to hide now but ive made 0 progress towards looking more feminine because i'm too scared to go to stores and buy girl clothes and if i order something online my parents will sit me down and talk with me like i'm a kicked dog and never look at me the same. i have literally 0 trans friends or anybody remotely like me in terms of being queer. the only friend i have that's actually wanted to help me lives halfway across America. I literally just sit in my room all day wishing i could start presenting as fem but not doing it because i'm too scared of being perceived. where do i even start trying? how can i fix this and start doing literally anything at all transition wise? everyone on the internet says "just do it lol" but i can't.