Ok so I know breast growth is technically permanent…. but realistically how could it be mitigated if I didn’t like it?

The fear of permanent changes and noticeable breasts is the only thing that prevents me from doing HRT. I do think I would like breasts, but I’m scared that I would regret it. But even if I did regret it, would it be that big of a deal? Could I basically be masc presenting but have boobs?

Assuming I start a regular dose of HRT, it’ll probably take between 3-6 months before anything noticeable grows. At that time it should be pretty small still. If I dislike it and stop HRT, how much shrinkage would there be? How effective would binders / trans tape / layers be at hiding it? Is it actually feasible and realistic that I could have surgery to remove it (are there doctors willing to do that for a “detransition”)?

I mean this question of HRT has been bothering me for 3 years… isn’t it worth the risks of having boobs as a guy to finally know and possibly find peace? I want to believe that but I also see how much breast tissue can negatively affect trans-masc people…