This is a long story so I'm going to give a tldr. I am 20 mtf and tomorrow I have my first hrt appointment. I was so sure of me being a girl for a solid year, when I was 18, and then I went home from college. After working day in day out, going off adhd and antidepressants, I just stoped feeling anything about gender. Recently, I got my own doctor and they immediately told me I have a chance to get on hormones, which is something I wanted from the start. I have the appointment tomorrow, but the past 3 days I have felt very depressed and anxious, and I am so angry that I want to back out. Am I the only one feeling this way and why do I feel like this. I can dm to answere any specific questions