First I’m gonna describe the situation to you: - I’m transgender and for some reason the boisTM don’t respect anything I do and sometimes have a problem showing basic decency to me -I often play dumber than I am to make me seem more approachable and to mislead potential threats - I do have a few complexes in my everything and have a tendency to be a bit amoral, self destructive, self hating, overly critical, manipulative, vengeful and calculating, but only behind closed doors, I’m actually nice and normal most of the time. - this has kind of always been something that’s happened to me, like maybe in fifth grade I got a normal amount of respect the other years are filled with harassment, but I’m really tired of not getting recognised for my ability to do things - I probably won’t have a problem going any length to get the desired end result - Although it may seem that way, I wouldn’t have a problem befriending the boisTM, I actually do share a normal amount of interests with them, but due to the way I’ve dressed the past few years I come of as a hyper homo - I feel like I’m gonna regret this so bad and that I should’ve just shrouded my intentions and went like “hey I’m TRACY I’m a trans gurllll and I wAS wonDerIng what some ways are to e a r n y o u r r e s p e c t” but I have to do this.

Edit: Guys just putting myself out there and ignoring someone if they don’t like me isn’t gonna cut it. I could turn most of the girls against a guy just because I’m friends with the right people but I don’t want to socially execute someone.