I've been confused by my sexuality for a very long time but I absolutely adore butt stuff.

I'm a virgin and for a while now I've been that I'm incapable of penetrating someone with my penis, either vaginally or anally. On the contrary, I love being anally penetrated and ride my dildo pretty regularly. I'm a total bottom.

Physically, I'm still pretty attracted to the female body and with men I feel like I'm much more picky, preferring instead guys who are a bit more androgynous or feminine, but when it comes to penetrative sex it just flips the whole thing on its head.

Although I find certain women attractive and maybe feel like I'd like to experience at least some kind of body closeness with them, I don't seem to have all that much interest in penetrating them with my penis. In fact, I'm not very attracted to vaginas at all.

With men, it's a completely different story. Although I am very picky appearance wise, as soon as their cock comes out, I either want it up my ass or in my mouth. I'm much more lenient when it comes to craving anal sex and oddly enough I think I wouldn't mind receiving it regardless of how the person looks.

I do occasionally see the odd butt that makes me go "huh, I bet that'd be fun to plow" but it's not something that I experience very regularly, if at all, and it always seems to be towards other guys. I don't ever feel this way about women but I'm not much of a top anyway.

Everything's focused on my butt and the thought of having sex with a guy just drives me crazy. Considering I have a lot of fun with my dildo, maybe I could enjoy anal penetration from a woman with a strap on but cocks are just so much more sexy, and when they're attached to a guy who's capable of pounding you into next week, that just gets me going.

So... to ask the question, am I gay?