Update: I made an appointment to get on PeP asap within 2 hours.

This is just a rant and i’ll take it down if it’s inappropriate. I haven’t been able to bottom for a long time. Finally this month i’ve been able to and even made appointments to get on PreP, which should arrive next week. I’ve been excited to have sex so i invited a good looking guy over, DL & Bi Top (i think that’s relevant) to hook up. When i went down on him i saw he has a cock piercing which is totally fine. But fast forward: he’s railing me hard and i need to take a break. He pulls out and there’s blood and the condom is also broken.

I’m really hoping the blood is from me because i know i’m std negative (i was tested to get on prep). I’m nervous that the blood is from him, specifically around his piercing.

Does anyone with a cock piercing want to chime in? He said he’s had it for 4 years so it should be more than healed. We also chatted about std’s and he said he’s negative and was tested 2 weeks ago. He said he’s only bottomed 3 times over a year ago and usually dates women.

Just makes me sad to have to cancel my plans to get PeP and have such an awkward morning.