Like I can see why I’m like constantly catching feelings for tops. Like it feels so vulnerable to be submissive and bottoming honestly feels like a whole body experience. Plus the whole ritual of like spending an hour prepping and then also making your hole pretty. Isn’t it also a psychology thing? Like when you do something (I.e douching) for someone it makes you subconsciously like them. Whereas with topping I literally just showered and stuck my penis in a hole and came. Did I really care if the other person came? Not really. I mean I helped them get off but I didn’t really care. Idk not a question but just some post nut shower thoughts