I started talking to this guy from my class (he’s straight) and we’ve gotten extremely close. He knows stuff about me nobody else knows just because I feel so comfortable around him.

He’s the first real male friend I have ever had. I had had some before but it was never really deep like we just talked when we saw each other and that was it.

And he’s this amazing guy that just cares about how I am etc and I think I developed a crush on him (I genuinely don’t know at this point) and we’re so close that I told him. He has no problem with it all, his behavior or anything did not change a single bit which I love. We still talk about the same bs even about me having a crush on him or me telling him he’s hot without it being weird so that’s extremely good, but yesterday I was on a call with him that lastet around 3h and I freaking love his presence I just love talking to him. But not once did I find myself simping for him or anything it just felt like we’re two extremely close best friends talking.

And now I’m beyond confused if I have a crush on him or not lmao. Is it just me loving the idea of me crushing on him or????

Edit: nothing excites me more than seeing a notification and it being from him… lol