This might sound like a weird question given the majority of you are probably gay and jack off to men, but how many of you jack off to women? I've asked a few gay guys similar questions in the past and to my surprise not a whole lot of them exclusively masturbate to men.

I ask because, while I consider myself pansexual, I've had this nagging feeling for a while that I might actually be gay myself. I'd prefer to have sex with someone with a penis, particularly a dude, and I find it difficult to imagine penetrating someone. Rather, I imagine myself as the one who'd be penetrated. I enjoy anal stimulation and absolutely adore the thought of bouncing on a guy's lap.

However, I'm more aesthetically attracted to women. I'm very picky with guys but seem attracted to a wider range of women, though I have difficulty imagining having sex with them. I still jack off to the thought of them or to images. I've noticed recently that while jacking off to images of women I've been thinking of being penetrated by a guy, which seems a bit contradictory.

Is this something a lot of you tend to do? I know sexuality is fluid and everyone has their tastes regardless of which way they swing, but I'm just trying to get a better sense of my own orientation.