He wanted me to blow him and the other guy. It was great. I’m not really comfortable yet with him kissing other guys, so that’s why we didn’t go any farther (the other guy needs to be able to kiss - and I get that) but for me it’s a win anyways, I enjoyed it a lot and so did my bf. The other guy left and my bf and I had the most intimate time ever in our time dating. He came so spontaneously that he told me that he had had the best orgasm of his life from me kissing his neck and blowing him and fingering him and then we cuddled like never before and he fell asleep in my arms.

I’m so pleased. Scared by how chill I am about it but pleased.