well supposed to be. See I was engaged to a great man, I had been hurt so many times before that I had built up walls and wouldn’t let anyone in. And then he came along and checked all the boxes I had said I wanted before I would love again including having an accent (I made this list as difficult as possible so as to have a reason to never love again).

The way he looked at me, his smile, the way he smelled, the way he held my hand, just everything made me feel so loved. Then one night a friend of mine was on Grindr and struck up an conversation with a guy and the other guy asked for a picture so he sends it and gets one back, of my fiancé. So you know how trolls are on Grindr so he figured that maybe someone was just using his pictures, he kept asking if he was single and he said yes so he asks the guy over to have sex and who shows up by my fiancé. They didn’t do anything he told him that he had changed his mind and sent him on his way.

My friend tells me and I confront him and he said he made a mistake and it will never happen again (typical). Well on Valentine’s Day I go over to another friends house and my fiancé’s truck is there and I was like, that’s odd, so I go to the door and knock and no one answers so I figure they are out back and walk in and find my fiancé balls deep in our friend, on Valentine’s Day!

So here is the question for you all, of course I broke up with him and all that at that point but I find myself missing him terribly, the way he made me feel and the way he looked at me, I am sure that if I reach out to him we can get back together. Do you all think he could change, could I ever trust him again? I’d love to hear from someone who has cheated, did you change and how hard was it.

Thanks y’all Broken Hearted