So I’ve been going to therapy and the last task I was given was to try and stop to watch the patterns in my life. Since that day I’ve been to therapy a few more times to check and talk about it. My work life has gotten significantly better and ... After a long while, finally found a guy that likes me back the same way I like him. And I wasn’t even looking for it hahah

Point is that I just stopped and watched my pattern and realized that this moment in the relationship (beginning, we like each other, everything’s cool) is when I fuck it up.

I get insecure and start worrying about things I shouldn’t worry about.

I would like this to work. I mean... see where it goes. Without my patterns ruining it.

So I wanted to know what advice you could give me.

I’m a very anxious guy, my doctor took my meds off 5 months ago but this kind of situations still trigger me... because i really like him and i fear he’ll end up abandoning me. And that fear makes me act in ways that lead him to abandon me.