Hey bros! A while back I posted a a question on what to do when a short-term relationship ends badly. Well after all that I decide to go back to therapy to work on myself more and actually unpack some bags that need to be unpacked. So far I've been able to reconnect with my family a bit more that I live with, reconnect on a deeper level with most of my friends, in generally find peace with myself again and love myself once more. As for the guy I was dating before I knew I shouldn't have but I apologized to him about how I spoke to him and what I said even though he accepted my apology he told me he no longer wants to be in my life due to my past actions and everything. I take responsibility for everything I did wrong and hold nothing against him. But now know that what I was in was a train wreck ready to happen. As for right now I've also been able to talk to other people about it to give me some comfort. Although the fact that I may have to run into him again soon give me major anxiety I know it'll be okay and push. Would like to thank those who offered some good advice! Question is what now?