I recently discovered/admitted to myself that I'm gay. This is following a lifetime of believing I was straight, and a year or so of going with bi. And that discovery feels like a load off my chest, the world just seems to make more sense now.

But since realizing I don't find women sexually attractive, I don't know what these feelings I have about women are. I will look at a beautiful woman, and I just get this feeling, when I thought I was bi or straight I mistook it for sexual attraction. But the truth is, I would never ever want to have sex with any of these women.

What's even weirder is I often do have a desire to see attractive women naked or mostly naked, but in a completely non-sexual way. My current working theories are

1. I appreciate the beauty of the female form objectively, and want to see more of it
2. Related to the first, I really like styling girls (recent discovery, but it's so much fun), and beautiful women are more fun to style