Sometimes I just want to worship a top and beg for his dick...not out of desperation but sometimes I just wanna talk dirty and get treated like someones whore. For example I would sleep with my boyfriend in me, I don't care if I'm dating a guy and wake up with a dick in My mouth, but I'm having trouble finding someone who respects that I want to be their personal whore...I want a blanence of "youre my bitch in the bedroom but ill open doors for you in public" sounds cringe but yea. But then again am I giving them too much power if I worship them? The idea of a man taking or using my body turns me on and this idea scares me because what if it goes too far and I bit off more than I can chew.