So I am Muslim and Gay and middle eastern. As of recent my depression has really been kicking in because I keep thinking about my future. I am closeted and don't expect to tell any of my family even though I hate having this burden on me and keeping it a secret.

I also come a very religious household even though I'm not insanely religious as my family it still is a fundamental part of who I am. That tied in with the fact of "family honor" coming into play, it becomes very difficult trying to live a lie.

I just think to myself, am I supposed to just become independent and move away from my family and keep in touch? Stay closeted and be forced into an arranged marriage like I'm supposed to? Wait until my parents die and then live the life I want to? All these questions become so overbearing for me.

Are there any other people that feel this way?