I lived with this one dude in my major for a few years and we're finally going our separate ways. He is moving away for grad school and I don't know if I should confess my feelings. He sometimes makes comments that seem hella gay but he might also just be kidding.

Typical gay-drama with my parents took its toll on me and it's hard for me to be intimate with someone. But somehow I started falling for this guy. I feel happier around him and for the first time in my life I can imagine a future in which I'm happy.

Am I being greedy? One sided feelings are just a burden so if we are to part ways, then I'd rather it be on a good note. It's been tearing me up so badly, I learned 'I hate you, I love you' on guitar. I sing it nearly everyday to tell myself that it will never work out.