Assuming people find me attractive of course. I’m 20 and I’m from a small town in the middle of South Carolina. Not much going on for gay guys at all around here. I’ve talked to guys and I’ve fucked around a little bit, I even had a boyfriend that lived two hours away last year but I’d be lucky to find someone worthwhile that lived within a 45 minute drive from me. I’ve been to a gay bar with my friend before but I was never flirtatious or really looking for anything (I did hook up with the bartender, though, but that’s cuz he hit me up on Grindr during the night).

I’ve never been to a club before, and I’m tired of being all meek and pious and shit. I’m not gonna say I’m hot shit or anything, but I’ve had lots of people (guys and girls) hit on me and compliment my appearance. I’m planning on wearing something kinda slutty (nothing too much, black wife beater and baggy camo pants with a jockstrap), but I don’t really know where to go from there. I don’t know how I’d act, though. I’m not sure how I’d go about initiating anything with anyone else, how to tell if they’re interested, or how to show that I’m open tbh. This is all so scary for a country boy like me but goddamnit I just wanna have fun 😓