I'm a 27 year old man from he UK. I'm gay and I feel like I'm cursed. I officially came out to the world a couple of years ago and everyone was supportive but yet, I can never maintain a relationship and when I do meet somebody they always shown to be weird.

I feel like I'm disgusting, no man can ever want me unless it's a one night stand, trying to make new friends on Grindr is difficult they always block you.

I accepted who I am a while ago but sometimes I wish I wasn't gay then my life would be completely different.

Being gay is so dangerous, hearing stories about gays getting attacked for holding hands or being themselves. I was once nearly attacked when I went clubbing a couple of years ago because me and this guy were just dancing together. It's very dangerous and I hate it.

I just want to be comfortable in my own skin! I want to make LGBTQ friends who won't block me or become weird with me.

I want to live a normal life. Without the fear and depression.