This person was someone i'm used to have a crush on when I was bi (I used to be into girls until mid puberty). They know I'm gay but we would talk about sexual topics occasionally, such as how AFAB people masturbate, experiences with sexuality, porn... I enjoyed talking about those things bc secretly, I would feel things that I haven't felt in a long time. Like I'm unlocking or reconnecting with some remnant parts of myself. That is, I would get turned on imagining the stuff we were talking about even tho i'm gay. I seriously have not had those feelings in years until then. I don't know if it's because I used to like this person or maybe not. For me, evn thou i'm gay i still liked the concept of women aesthetically and sexually, whch is evident in my taste in men. they say sexuality is fluid but this is just ridiculous, how can someone be bi and then gay and then possibly be into women again? Or was I just confused all this time?