Okay, so I have this friend that I really like. The first time we really talked, was at a club where he saw me dance and he said he was "amazed". I started crushing a little on him, since he smilingly stared at me dance that night. He is so adorable as well... some weeks ago we had this moment where I wasnt feeling so well and he hugged me for a solid minute. It felt like forever. Fast forward, its his birtday and we talk about testing and that he went to this test center, that told him that they would deny him service for being straight the next time he'd come.

I was shocked, that the test center would do that. But most of all... I was really really disappointed that he is straight...

I mean I don't mind just platonic cuddles and stuff, but I am just sad rn.