I'm 22, gay, and a virgin. Haven't had any relationships past friends. Over the past month, I've tried to get jerk buds to venture out into doing things with another guy to ease my mind and nerves with haven't done anything sexually. Unfortunately, after every guy I've jerked with I've felt uncomfortable and have blocked them. My morals long for a lifelong monogamous partner who I can trust and be comfortable before doing anything sexually. I use sniffles for getting jerk buds since I've found it's the easiest to find jerk buds. Am I just not cut out for jerk buds and should wait for a bf? Or should I try and become friends first and then jerk buds since I'm comfortable with them as friends? It's just getting to the point that I wanna do something with a guy, even if it's just mutual jerking.