Okay so I will explain a couple of more rcent scenarious from today and my summer job. I know we all have preferences in what we do like but I feel like I fall for guys that are extremely hot in genera. This particular guy was not in my daycare classroom and he was a little older than me (22) and I’m (19). Just for context I’d be willing to date up to 38, like whatever works. I love maturity but I suppose I want some good young sex with a boyfriend if that makes sense. He wasn’t white, which is what I am usually attracted to, I mean I grew up in a small town I wanted what I knew lol. He was a hot black guy and I loved him. He was kind probably for work but he definetly had like a cool personality and a cool grin, that is so hot, different from my slutty power bottom grins. He had a bdog that I will describe as knuckles from Sonic Boom, i like a man with a good waist, just a little womanly that I can hug, but still where I’m worlds skinner, and he had such hot thighs, wonderful bisceps, a pleasurable face, and the icing on top of the cake was his head to shoulder length hai. Oh my gosh perfect boyfriend. Like I got the hardest boner and it was so hard to act normal. Today at the grocery store an 18 year old bagger guy was bagging stuff and I got kind of nervous but kept my witty looks, I suppose. I guess some younger guys are nice too. Im just not used to getting nervous. Maybe it’s because all the guys I find really hot end up being people I don’t know very well if at all, and I haven’t had this romantically with girls, but like guys can just be very hot in normal cloths. To me if a guy can be that hot with CLOTHS ON, he might be a keeper. Honestly though considering I work at a christian school I know if I do get a boyfriend I’d have to be quiet about my date life. Things are very tight in the south, and I’d rather be happy at work and in my personal life. I love my job and would be homeless without the part time positions. ALL IM TRYING TO SAY, is that ive never been nervous around crushes before in my life. I’m usually so overconfident, I guess when your turned on sexually for the first time it really hits different really hard like I tv. I guess I never thought anyone could but I guess some guys are just build different. I’m just glad I’ve been realistic and I’m excited to start my dating life in about a year. PLEASE COMMENT AND WISH ME LUCK, my darlings. ;)