Because I really don't know.

I want someone whose body I'm entitled to. Okay, not as creepy as it sounds. I just want someone who will make me delete Grindr for good, knowing that I can have sex with him regularly and even share some of my fantasies with him.

My attempts at securing an FWB, or even becoming an on-call cocksucker for a 40-year-old who still thinks oral is provocative, have all failed in the new big city where I moved last year. Either they have zero interest beyond the first hookup, or something messes it up after the 3rd session.

Please, I need your help.

Is it a boyfriend? I don't mind, just tell me that what I want is a full-blown relationship. Because I'm growing too old to be given weird looks by every building security in the middle of the night.