1. Some time ago I went to meet my fuckbuddy. While we were at it I suddenly realised that he was SNORING. No, it was not because I'm such a bore. He overdosed on G and fell asleep. Then he stopped breathing. I spent 3 hours at is place just to make sure he'd be okay without having to call an ambulance.

2. Two weeks ago I met this guy who I had met before. He had been tipsy the first time but back then I thought it was just a drink. This time he had some white powder under his nose.

3. One of my best friends (straight, if that matters) who I have known for 26 years is an alcoholic and a ketamin addict. He just had another relapse after telling everyone he had stopped for good. He was literally snorting ketamine in front of me because he is "an anarchist" (his words). Yesterday I blocked him after some of his double bind messages. His life is going dowm the drain. Gf broke up with him, he doesn't have a proper job although he's very intelligent and creative.

4. My ex drank too much and I'm pretty sure that this contributed to our relationship problems. He had a fat liver yet would continue to drink regularly.

I myself have tried a few things but never to this extent. Now that I'm older, I realise that I didn't miss out on anything. Drugs suck. They're everywhere and they're ruining our relationships and friendships, our physical and mental health. I fucking hate drugs.